short lived happiness
Hi, its me again.
The unhappy women who keeps complaining about everything in her life. I am dealing with a very bad sore on my feet now resulting from a burst bubble if you know what it means. my feet is feeling numb now, wonder if i could wear my shoe for work tml?
Heehee, hope to get a doctor 's letter to exempt me from wearing covered shoe to work. part of our dress code...sianz!
Went to DBS rec club to collect the discounted movie tics today with my sis, yeah!! its $7 per movie instead of $9.50. What a deal!
Next, went to the temple and pray for everyone and that everything will be good and well. Hope that I dont go crazy by my doings... Hey, only i understand what i mean here ( long story to explain)
Brought a few items today, but din really enjoy spending the money.Retail therapy din work for me. got to save up... for what... I am also not sure, maybe for our backpacking to Australia this Aug. Exploring some new career options at Phillip Capital as financial service representative today.Hmmm, feeling a little confused, need some opinion here.
Other things that happened today, I dun wanna talk about it. More anger and disappointment than hunger! My lunch was the only meal of the day.
Tml will be another day for work and i m looking forward to it!! Coz its 13th the Friday. .. HAve a safe day tml, my dear friends!
Question of the Day: Tell me how to be happy??
Lost loser!!
My tears fell for the third time that night.... That night was only yesterday. Once again, i laid in bed, couldn't sleep until i cried myself to sleep. Yesterday was supposed to be a good day. We did something we had been planning for a while. To play badminton together coz we haven been playing since we graduated. Sort of missed it... Went to Chinese Swimming Club with sis and him, had some sporty fun, the toilet is cool,everything was fine and good.
But somethings ' not right somewhere. I wasn't feeling very happy, i felt quite low and down. Don't ask me why? I dun know either.. Is it some onset of depression or mid relationship crisis. I can't figure out whats bothering me... there are so much to worry about and its frustrating trying to figure out what is wrong. And i know its hurting someone close.
What you said was right, its frustrating to keep guessing whats on my mind. Its difficult for you to get close to help and understand me if i dun speak my mind.
How should I really say it? The way our relationship is going is worrying me, its not abt doubting your love for me but women are sensitive creatures and for me, I am not just sensitive but selfish also. I know you love me, but you have other loves of your life too. I am not wanting you to give them up but I am not reacting positively to it. Contradicting isn't it? I belived in my life and i know mine wouldnt be smooth sailing one. It is one full with constant worries and hipcups and thats maybe include my relationship.
Sad to say, but thats how i see my life. Feel like a Loser! and the feeling sucks big time.. I find it hard to please myself, nothing satisfy me. I dun know how to manage these negative thoughts, should i just lower my expectation in life but i think i can't. Its so not ME! its like a betrayal to myself and i cant accept it.
And don't ask me would I be a happier person if I am with someone else.
Lifez Sucks!!!!! yucks!!!!!!!
Help!!
I have some serious problem here and i need some help!! I am feeling discontented about everything, with what I am doing. My life sucks.
It is so unfulfilling and dead!!
Working sucks, being in a relationship sucks, everything sucks!!!!! I want to do something different, challanging and exciting! Maybe I need to do something drastic to change my life. Should I change my priorities in life or commit myself to something new.
I need some advice!!
