enter my life.

Losing it all!!!

Feel so happy for my friends who are so in love, getting married and all. Best wishes to all around me, stay sweetly in love! As for me, this is the time when i am feeling down, at rock bottom. I feel that I am losing whatever i HAve. My career, my relationship, my Sanity... I am going crazy, i think or is it the Big "D". I never think that this will happen to me But it feel so close and so threatening near.Everything is leaving me, its so scary, I just cant bear the thoughts... staring into the night, is it better to end everthing...??

Work is so stress, I can feel me breaking, nobody is helping me, I need a pair of hands to pull me along, guide me pls. I am beginning to think whether am I losing my faith in my relationship, all the tension in me is affecting everything i do. Am we fated to share only part of the journey but not throughout the road to eternity.
Arrr.. I dont know what am I thinking right now, I dont know whether it make sense...I am so lost-was that the last stroke on my head? the last touch from you?

Nobody is to be blamed, you treated me well. Its just that I do not know how to control my feeling and handle the situation...

Lost in the Ocean

posted by Liyan @ 12:52 AM